Lyrics

01 // alone

You think you share your time on earth

And you join your life with others who like you

You guess you’re almost satisfied

And your life is filled with moments that you love

Finally you know the truth

 

We are alone

Together as we go

We go alone

 

And all the things you saw and felt

So much joy and fun within your memory

And you say everything’s alright

But you know about your doubts so deep inside

Finally…

 

We are alone

Together as we go

We go alone

...

 

02 // 10000 miles

There are two hearts, two different rhythms

that steadily beat in my chest

Illogical and irrational, the thoughts are jumbled in my mind

Too many hard times and pitch-black nights

I’m sick of these days and I think

 

Leave behind all the madness and flee

Don’t forget the knife has been thrust

 

10.000 miles away from me

Heart and soul float in star dust

and my mind somewhere in between

 

So much effort to take what happens

to grind it up to sand and dust

You said you have to go, I agree,

hoping everything will be alright

Too much misgiving, forward, backwards

I’m sick of these days and I think

...

 

03 // bullets with Butterfly wings

(Lyrics by Billy Corgan)

 

The world is a vampire, sent to drain

Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames

and what do I get, for my pain?

Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game

 

Even though I know - I suppose I'll show

All my cool and cold - like old job

 

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

 

Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal

But can you fake it, for just one more show?

And what do you want? I want to change

and what have you got, when you feel the same?

 

Even …

 

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

 

Tell me I'm the only one - Tell me there's no other one

Jesus was the only son - Tell me I'm the chosen one

Jesus was the only son for you

 

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

 

And I still believe that I cannot be saved

 

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

...

 

04 // love virus

 

It is hunting anytime - Disguised with a red garment

That entrances everyone with its sight, ablaze with light

 

No more rationality - No one sees the warning signs

Everybody is bound by this spell till the end, the lovely scent

 

And I remember this sweet voice

Much too loud even for all the deaf

And I remember all the looks

Directed to the rough hidden noose

Laugh at me and follow the bane

 

Stricken with a curse - love virus

Fast fever rises too high – love virus

Cold sweat on your skin – love virus

Do you relish the thrill – love virus

 

As it sticks to its guns – everyone falls into the trap

Even all the blind can see the bright shape - in the dark

 

And I remember this sweet voice

Much too loud even for all the deaf

 

Stricken with a curse - love virus

Fast fever rises too high – love virus

Cold sweat on your skin – love virus

Do you relish the thrill – love virus

...

 

05 // go 2 hell

 

As the game comes to a start

It feels like a waterfall deep in the heart

Later you start to doubt

And I would lie if I said I don’t

Yes or no and high and low

Like a sailor in a hurricane

Is it for the question or the answer?

That I agonize all night long

 

And you say don’t go – I’d rather stay here with you

Then I observe your dodgy gaze - that makes me sick

And you say don’t go - I can believe in your soul

Then I sense your real intentions - and I think about it

Go to hell

 

I will never see these lights

That are glowing in your nights

And when I had to go

There were roses in the snow

 

Hot, cold at the same time

We watch how contradictions pile up high

Now the combat has begun

And it’s running in the mud - that we have poured out

There will be no winners in this battle

Confidence turns to a weapon in this war

To trust or not to trust

And the answer to this question seems to be clear

 

And you say…

 

I will never see these lights

That are glowing in your nights

And when I had to go

There were roses in the snow

...

 

06 // nemesis

 

Lost in time – awaiting grace

I’m on the run - away from myself

I grow years older - within one minute

When I remember - what I have done

What have I done?

 

I’m a natural born killer

Self-destructive

Slaying all that I am and all that I love

Assist me to finally kill my nemesis

Forgive me my guilt

 

Lost in space – quest for the shore

I’m rotten inside – a home of sickness

I’m in a struggle - with suffocation

When I remember - what I have done

 

I’m a natural born killer

Self-destructive

Slaying all that I am and all that I love

Assist me to finally kill my nemesis

Forgive me my guilt

 

Please give my soul asylum

I’m drowning in an ocean of blood

You are my final land in sight

 

All is burst – lays down in pieces

One wrong moment – I cannot erase

My bones crush – under this burden

...

 

07 // warrior

 

Between fresh corpses of the battlefields

You fight for freedom, for our lives

For honor in spite of any hazard

Against superior enemies

 

And then I feel despite all the remoteness

Your longing and your heart as it beats

In the atmosphere

 

Rage opens veins to feed the dark red sea

Hate crushes guts and slivers bones

 

Fury lets steel glide into the flesh

But you march valiantly through the dread

 

And then I feel despite all the remoteness

Your longing and your heart as it beats

In the atmosphere

And then I feel despite all the remoteness

Your longing and the heat of your skin

In the atmosphere

 

I sense your pulse beat in the atmosphere

And what remains? Your echo in the wide sky

 

And then I feel despite all the remoteness

Your longing and your heart as it beats

In the atmosphere

...

 

08 // my life

Your black kiss shows me the place

Where the sun goes down

You invoke the very last second

I see no colors at all

 

The air suffocates me

Close is the tunnel that glares me

The walls around me tumble down

My limbs drag me down to the ground

 

You only want the end - you're waiting for the end

You’re greedy for the end - you drool over the end

 

My life, my blood, my treasure I can't give up

Still the time ain’t come

But just secretly I note I join your ride

My breath, my pulse, my veins I've to defend

I defy your plans

But just secretly I note I join your ride

 

You guess the time is right to let off

You paint white things to black

Slow up my pulse beat is your desire

You try to curdle my blood

...

 

09 // doomsday

All I recall two-sided - hot love burns cold as ice

I have to welcome daily schizophrenia

Black rain falls into my head-I don’t get rid of this mind

What unites us is frozen far below zero

 

No resort still remains - beyond the reversal point

No more mercy in sight - the doom comes!

 

Here’s no more space for the two of us

Is this the way we say bye for good?

There’s something burst between us I can’t repair

But in my dreams I can

 

Repeating stories ‘bout love-repeating stories ‘bout war

There must be something behind - that I’ve missed

And on the edge of collapse - I am sick of it all

My hands are tied; I just can’t battle this nightmare

 

No resort…

 

Here’s no more space for the two of us

Is this the way we say bye for good?

There’s something burst between us I can’t repair

But in my dreams I can

...

 

10 // the demon is dancing

The story is telling a true lie

About thousands of sins in the dark side of light

 

Behind the mirror they still await me

 

Too many dark nights are hunting me

A lot of blood runs down from the fang of the wolves

 

No one is there

The devil is laughing in the end of the game

Behind my window screen

The demon is dancing down in the scene

 

When my eyes are still asleep

A firedrake is flying through my heavy conscience

 

No one is there

The devil is laughing in the end of the game

Behind my window screen

The demon is dancing down in the scene

...

 

11 // kiss under my skin

My way is plain, uncovered the sun - everything is fine

The whole world is at my feet - no hurricane anywhere in sight

But I know of these days – I'm doomed and absolutely desolate

The mania for you - detonates all spaces and all times

 

So I push the rewind button

And the film is running down

Gives me shelter in remembrance

On the quest for your scent

You know of my existence

And I dream of yours

You left a cold kiss on my skin

Deep under my skin

 

Disjoined by more than a universe – apart we exist

Still I wait for the miracle - that brings you to life

Day to day and night to night - I change the worlds

To spy one of your signs – although without any fucking chance

 

So I push the rewind button

And the film is running down

Gives me shelter in remembrance

On the quest for your scent

You know of my existence

And I dream of yours

You left a cold kiss on my skin

Deep under my skin

 

Your kiss on my skin - brings tears to my eyes

I sense your hands - in dust of mind

I touch your face – nobody knows but me

 

So I push the rewind button

And the film is running down

Gives me shelter in remembrance

On the quest for your scent

You know of my existence

And I dream of yours

You left a cold kiss on my skin

Deep under my skin

...

 

12 // come wander with me

(Lyrics written by Jeff Alexander)

 

He said

Come wander with me, Love

Come wander with me

Away from this sad world

Come wander with me

 

He came from the sunset

He came from the sea

He came from my sorrow

And can love only me

 

He sang of a sweet love

Of dreams that would be

But I was sworn to another

And could never be free

 

Oh where is the wanderer

Who wandered this way

He's passed on his wandering

And will never go away

...

 

 

all lyrics except 'buttets with butterfly wings' and 'come wander with me' written by Rico Meerheim

01 // supernova

Are you disposed to fall

into this flow out of the row

You gonna find me quietly

in the coldest depth of the sea

 

Do you sense me - you think you’re reach me

Come enter my soul - if you have control

Just dive into the haze – there won’t be a trace

Try to descry the sheer - but I’m disappear

 

Look at the supernova

An arc of mirrows too bright

Close to the supernova

You’ll drowning into the wide

 

Seduced by the scent of covetousness

to become obsessed

Scour for the gate between the laid

open droves of countless cells

 

Still peer behind the frozen sun’s wreck

Perceive the gale

 

Look at the supernova

So far apart from the night

Close to the supernova

You’ll glow away from this side

 

SN. – look at the SN. – close to the SN.

Fall in the superflow

 

SN. – look at the SN. – close to the SN.

Melt in the superunknown

 

02 // misery

 

Dead stones have talked today – I’m fucking damned to pray

deep in the snake eyes the liar - my soul is on fire

lost away in constant pain – the try to escape in vain

in circles thoughts are turning - my brain is burning

we wanted to play but never wanna lose

but what we’ve got we never have choose

 

every day we start the all known misery

instead of simply to be

we never want it - we never need it

but still we like that

 

the past became cosmic – but now your breath is toxic

so why I have to cry - when all angels die

a soundless thunderstorm – thousand black lights have been born

I try to close the door – but chaos comes more and more

we wanted to play ...

 

every day we start the all known misery

instead of simply to be

we never want it - we never need it

but still we like that

 

we were flying much too high

so we’re falling into the abyss to die

a slow death of missing remains

we’ve to bear this nightmare in chains

I try to close the door

...

 

03 // insomnia

Look through my eyes right here and right now

walking in my shoes and make my footprints

touch the sky with my hands on the flight with my wings

sleep with my dreams and tell me about these nightmares

 

combat my worries and sweat in my panic

destroy with my hate to get lost there

go down under my qualms and sweat in my panic

love with my heart you can get it all

 

I have a recurrent dream for you

whensoever I loose my voice

I swallow tears like a little girl

this present is stashed in me and calls insomnia

 

walk the dark side of my whole sick empire

feel the cold rush of my blood in your veins

get astray in my mind and remind with my brain

submerge in my freezed deep waters and hit the ground

 

combat...

 

I have a recurrent dream for you

whensoever I loose my voice

I swallow tears like a little girl

this present is stashed in me and calls insomnia

 

I have a recurrent dream

This present calls insomnia

...

 

04 // your choice

Your dreams are dangerous - you never see the sky

you never felt the day – your seconds in decay

thoughts rigid frozen – your heart beats like hell

but the skin cold as ice – you only know the life in a roll of a dice

 

just longing for the sky – don’t hesitate to fly

it’s on your own right now

kill the past and you know how

you living in your lie - you have to cut this tie

just walk across the line

break the trap and forget about that

 

say what would you do - without any review

if you get a new choice - I can’t hear your voice

just get out of the dark – feel the heat of the arc

you will know the right way – time to get away

 

a countless line – of skipping ups and downs

you don’t see the gate – what remains is only hate

always on the fast lane – are you ready to go insane

maybe also for scarred soul – there is anywhere a better role

 

just longing ...

 

say what would you do - without any review

if you get a new choice - I can’t hear your voice

just get out of the dark – feel the heat of the arc

you will know the right way – time to get away

...

 

05 // no one

Something is’nt right here – wrong place wrong time

I feel something is’nt right here–and coldness escalates

maybe time elapses – no motion not at all

since then turning mind – how it could reach this state

 

fine is your nice dance almost in trance

you overlook you confuse the stage

you will never know my heart beats slow

it’s bleeding captive in a cage

 

no one knows the inside

of your dreams that you hide

but only I can hear your scream

no one shows you the way

where the angels gonna pray

this stairway is quite steep my heart

 

scaring the creatures – haunting my last sleep

scaring frozen hands – in the flame of tide

thousandfold repeats – well known words of path

to get a better answer – but the truth is a lie

 

fine ...

 

no one knows the inside

of your dreams that you hide

but only I can hear your scream

no one shows you the way

where the angels gonna pray

this stairway is quite steep my heart

...

 

06 // never

Tell me what to do – you said you had the view

a pill to get the glance - there is something to enhance

run to catch the time – but you know I walk the line

come tell me what to do – you said all becomes as new

 

you just deceive yourself and me

don’t you see war keeps the key

the earth burns out between us my friend

don’t you feel that what you are

have a look pick up the scar

you’re sitting in a runaway train

 

never on this side

everything becomes allright

my mind will break down

last breath is gonna drown

 

never on this side

you’ll find the end of this ride

my mind will break down

last breath is gonna drown

 

you tell me once again – that we’ll win at the end

but you and me we know – how poison is to swallow

come tell me what to do - you said you had the view

you‘d better you get out – before you forces me to shout

 

you just ...

 

never on this side

everything becomes allright

my mind will break down

last breath is gonna drown

...

 

07 // far away

The news today – dreadful trembling

like a movie – later I realized the truth

so hard to believe – so hard to see

you’re not here anymore

 

we wanted to go down to the sea – to enjoy and to be

the page has turned – your car has burned

I’ll never forget – blood paints the seconds in red

 

forever you’re far away

in your arms this day we will see us there

forever you’re far away

on the other side where rain is rare

blood paints the seconds in red

 

we gave all the best – the perfect rest

sure - we were meant for us

 

you are gone a lot to fast – but your smile outlasts

to hard is your lack – but you’ll never come back

a rose every day - forever you’re far away

 

forever you’re far away

in your arms this day we will see us there

forever you’re far away

on the other side where rain is rare

blood paints the seconds in red

 

maybe we will see us there

forever you’re far away...

...

 

08 // dying

You want to kill my mind - But time ain’t ripe

You’re living in my brain - And you never fall asleep

 

I have to share - my whole being with you

since you appeared – it’s hard to fight with you

 

you’ve got a heart of stone - like the merciless devil

you hate me to the bone – you don’t leave me alone

 

So I spend my time - As prisoner of you

I can’t find my smile - In the cell of steel

No way out but just keep on

 

Dying you falling out of my dreams

Lay down in fragments

and blood rinse back through my veins

Dying you drowning in acid tears

You come to chains

Be able to feel such pain

 

you’re diggin’ in my soul - in thoughts of cruelty

gnawing on my dreams – it stabs like nails

 

So I spend ...

 

Dying you falling out of my dreams

Lay down in fragments

and blood rinse back through my veins

Dying you drowning in acid tears

You come to chains

Be able to feel such pain

 

You drag me into the deepest abyss

Of ice – rippin’ all the illusions

 

Dying you falling out of my dreams

Lay down in fragments

and blood rinse back through my veins

Dying you drowning in acid tears

You come to chains

Be able to feel such pain

...

 

09 // bitch

I’m welcome to your show of agony

to watch on channel 2–4–5 and all

and I know you love me when I’m enslaved

you’re extasy is what you guess

but you’re only diggin’ in the dirt

 

every day every night the lady is styled

so excellent so arrogant

she rip off the power of every mad hour

she’s only a liar that´s why

she’s flying always higher

 

you are the bitch

you are the real bitch

you guess you're dynamite

you never ever give up till you're satisfied

get out of my mind

you're no still burning fire

in truth no one's desire

 

this path of progress we have to stride

is the only way that we have to go

your flood of greed is hardly to stop

you’re the wolve in the head that’s why

you’re shining always brigther

 

you are the bitch

you are the real bitch

you guess you're dynamite

you never ever give up till you're satisfied

get out of my mind

you're no still burning fire

in truth no one's desire

...

 

10 // open the doors

Come on and slit my flesh

Come on and glare my eyes

Please please poison my blood

Please sweep my breath away

Jail me into the darkest place

There I will reach for sure the silence

 

And I will push open the doors

step out of the cage

I will push open the doors

the goddess awaits

She brings the white light to my visions

For sure one of the best decisions

 

In mud up to the head

In too sweet sugar the ant

Your gaze says you feel confident

Before you fail be aware of the core

 

And I will push open the doors

step out of the cage

I will push open the doors

the goddess awaits

She brings the white light to my visions

For sure one of the best decisions

...

 

11 // moontrip

It was a foggy blur – almost invisible

than it appears – behind all the lies

you guess truth ain’t a victim – but it’s no one’s fool

so it chokes bad thoughts of you

now I can see through your eyes – the head over the clouds

looking far away, no doubts

 

For the trip to the moon – the trip to the moon

I leave this room – gonna go to the moon

 

I’m taking your shoes – for this long journey

Mistrust is on my back – confusion’s vanished

I’m tasting of your blood – unknown acid and sweet

My soul can’t get no sleep

resistance slips away – addicted to this stream

Looking for the dream inside the dream

 

On the trip to the moon – the trip to the moon

I leave this room – gonna go to the moon

 

resistance slips away – addicted to this stream

Looking for the dream

...

 

12 // y

The flight of life in the airplane of loneliness

of sorrow and pain

finally everyone’s alone

only death is made for eternity

but the airplane is crashin’ into the sunset

deep into the night

 

why don’t you stay - why do you play

in another world - in a strange world

why don’t you stay - why do you pray

to another god - to another god

 

cold rush of life in a waterfall of tears

running through the valley of weakness and rain

every moment like an down glowing star

to carry the load of past and memory

deep in your eyes you lost your lights

my dying bride

 

why don’t you stay - why do you play

in another world - in a strange world

why don’t you stay - why do you pray

to another god - to another god

...

 

 

all lyrics written by Rico Meerheim

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